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Together forever Forever together I love my husband so much Here we are, sitting on the porch Sitting down, chilling and having fun . . . . .💙💚💛 #TogetherForever #MarriedLife #LoveofMyLife #MrEverything #HappyValentinesDay #ValentinesDay #Valentines #Love 💕💐

https://youtu.be/uiJCDw780U8 Brief Blurb of what this video is about. Okay, my first video in this series is called: Colorism Pt.1 Seeing Myself Inwardly – The Introduction and the definition of colorism. I didn’t know colorism was a thing I didn’t know racism was a thing I didn’t even know that people had different colors Like if there were different shades of skins For example, like black, white, yellow, brown, peach and so on It wasn’t until I got to 2nd grade then I realized that I was black I knew I was black as a race but didn’t know that I was also black as in a so-called secondary race/class of people...(frown face) It wasn’t until my alleged family and I moved out from the “hood” and into the suburbs that I realized that I was black. Not only did I get well informed that I was black. I was deeply informed of exactly what kind of black person I really classified into. In second grade, I learned I was “light-skinned” Instead of le...

Elay TV is a platform that offers variety. Yes, I know and am aware that having a "Variety" channel as a platform can and IS challenging. Yes, it is difficult not to have one specific concept to represent my YouTube channel. However, it is a challenge I am willing to take! Nine years in and can't wait to get to ten! I think I may plan a party celebrating my years in the Game of YouTube. I've been at this (YouTube) longer than my first job I got while in High School.  Speaking of goals, wow, it is SURE nice to get that out of my life. What I'm referring to is outdoing my past and shining better in my future. Like I said in the paragraph before, my first job was acquire while in High School. It was the Bridgeport Public Library located in Saginaw MI. I loved that job but things got sour and I had to make a personal decision to leave. 😒📖📗📘My memory serves me right to believe that I held the position as a "Library Page" at the Bridgeport Public Libra...

On the first of January, I kinda made my goals to get 5,000 subscribers on YouTube by January 1st, 2021! I aimed high, so I don't feel bad or dissipointed in myself that the original amount wasnt achieced. I made it to 4,000! 🥳 Taking it one bit at a time. So very happy to be here at this moment. My husband and son are both so happy for me. I am doing my best to grow my social media platform all across the board. Personally speaking, the reflection of my YouTube success is based on how far up the ladder I want to go. As of right now, I beleive I am successful. Briefcase in my hand and a Pink power suit on! That's how I feel about myself and my overall social media platforms. What a glorious way to start out the year!😍🥳🥰😎

Moving forward is simply just that. You want to move forward in your life ?  Then, here's all of the reasons why and how. How's 1) Be yourself. 🌸 2) Celebrate you!😀 3) Wear clothes and things that BEST reflect who you know you are inside. 4) Work on your best efforts Not to Lie to yourself.❤️ Why's 1) It would be a total sim into YOURSELF IF you aren't True to yourself. 2) It makes you open and receptive to others around you. 3) It becomes easer to absorb side bar sneak disses from others around you WHO are indeed talking about you in a bad way. 4) From personal experience, I've known it to be the ultimate Freedom!!🌸💥💥🥰                💥DON'T LIE TO YOURSELF💥

🌻🌼🌺🏵️ Today is my day and today is my everything. What I mean by that is everyday spans from one moment to the next. To the next moment, from the next moment. The list and the days roll on. There really ISN'T a such thing as days of the week because the day is actually one, ongoing, and continuing day.  🌻🌼🌺🏵️ Yeah, we actually get and have one life. One day means one life. What you do in the day and what you do in the night all compiles to who-you-are. Now, what you are are two different things. Two different entities. 🧝🧙☯️ 🌻🌼🌺🏵️ Now, what you choose us up to you. Just keep in knowing that if your aren't true to yourself then you are majorly doing yourself and those all around you a diservice. Mainly you will be doing yourself a diservice. 📉☑️🥯

The way she made the biscuits made my stomach hurl. The kitchen was dirty, her hair wasn't combed and the girl didn't even have a hair net on. I went to the manager and she looked the same. The same as the one chick serving me. Wall on the clock said it was time to leave but I had to stay despite of everything.  Despite of everything because in a few ticks and a few there was someone coming in to see me. Coming in to see me. Lil ole me. Made me happy and beyond the words of happy but the thing is as my butt sinks slowly into the leather cushion and the taps of the computer keys fill the screen as sweet words collide. Collide as the ice is doing while blending into the warm cola of my thinned out drink. Thinned out drink? Or should I say watered down. Dang, my drink turning flat.  Damn. Watered down like the funky finger waves in that ladies head who's sitting across from me. Dressed in all Purple, over there looking like freaking Barney. Got-damn! Got-daamm! GOT.....wel...

I was listening to the radio one night and a lot of songs came on playing back to back about love, pain, tragedy, loss and it made me wonder what in the world was the radio DJ going through because it was summer time, the weather outside was flawless and all day during his session he just played songs that made you just want to cry. Cry me a river like Justin Timberlake. I didn't even have a boyfriend but I was hovering around at the radio with 12 boxes of tissue crying like I just lost somebody. What I should have done was called out there to the radio station and had that moron play something more uptempo anything up tempo. Like a Disney song that Mary Poppins song or something but I didn't call and I continued  to cry. Yesterday, the day before that ,the weeks before that the radio was wack when he was on it so maybe it was just my insides for- warning me that radio from that point forward was going to continually be stupid and lame. At least on that channel. Bye bye musi...

If I fall in love again That right there gonna be bananas! If I fall in love again Its ginna be unbelievable If I fall in love again, Damn WHEN I fall ♡ in love again... Im hopin its with y♡u. Update: Picture incerted on: 02/21/2021

Love the skin you're in. Update: 02/21/2021 I remember making this post a little bit. Like the part when choosing a picture. The reason this picture was chosen is the energy I got from viewing the picture. Seeing the black, contrasting image in my mind, right now gives me a smile. A smile that slowly pulls across my beautiful face. (I love my face) Thank you GOD for my face. (side note). The young woman in the photo is an example of self-acceptance. The photo states that she is who she is and that she is quite comfortable in herself and within her body. Not only does her smile say it, her shirt reads it as well. People, of Blogger Vill, I want to thank you for trusting the process in accepting your life and who you are. This is the best freedom one can have. I thank you for your time.

What am i  going to do now...? it's time to go to lunch and I'm not even hungry !! Oh, what's a girl to do? Now, tell me what's a hungry little girl to do? I brought my crackers, and my freeze-pops mealed. Waaah! (frown face) They melted in the car. I had them in the glove compartment, was hiding them from Charlie and I forgot them. Yeah,I forgot about them. Charlie's gonna be mad with me, yeah Charlie is gonna be upset, because that's his car and not mines. But I will rebuttal and answer with a smart Alix answer by telling him that it was his fault for even letting me borrow the car so I could take my puppy named Choppa-style, to the vets. Which was all indeed true. We arranged that I drop Charlie off to work and I take the car so I could take Choppa-style to the vets. He's got something stuck in his belly and its causing him so much grief. (Frown face) I knew I shouldn't of fed him those extra large, extra grand cupcakes. ....lol its not re...

Call me anytime is an understatement Cuz when I called u one time U seemed agitated People don't care bout cho feelings, yo Espically when it doesn't FIT in they schedule. Im so miserable So lonely, so I took the time to see a psychologist But it didn't do me no beddah So now im playing Russian Roulette with a stolen gun. Praying hopefully if I time it right the Lord Jesus Christ  SAVES MY SOUL (please save my soul) But I doubt it not Because of the lives of the sinners Are usually the ones people forgot! Update: Photo incerted on 02/21/2021

Shes got kaleidoscope resolution She really think she sees whats going on But she really cant see whats going on She cant even see her hand right in front of her Man the list goes on and on and on My peoples in the struggle put ya handa out If you sick and tired of needing hand outs When you've learned ya lesson in -Maybe the hard way When push gave into shove The battles to ta dealings -and the lessons to ya stories You don't want to calibrate no recalection  That's when you decided to take it into a new direction Cuz in life at one point you got com-fort- able Seeing the world through kaleidoscope glasses. |________ So he got mad that u dissed him But he still be watching ME from a distance He probably wondering whats happening Well if he kep his HEAd Out his ash crack Instead of looking at our invalid situation through them GLasses He could bluntly see there's no more connection WE could NEVAH go back to that old school -when we was kinkin ...

13 hooks.......April 7th 2013 One leg on the trail 13 hooks in me momma always told me this life would be the death of me I'm halfway tired and my eye swoll shut They say Jesus coming back well I wish him luck because when He touch down all He gon see is a struggle As I Lay half dead on this concrete   puddle It's the concrete blood rain The season of un relentless PAIN I remember pastor use to talk about the latter rain He use to hoop and holler talking about Lord You reign over birds ,seas, air, skies Go on He's the best just give Him a try Ain't got a lot of life in me I'm about to die Here comes the rain I see the Candyman hook line sickle and all (I'm bout to die... One leg on the trail 13 hooks in me momma always told me this life would be the death of me I'm halfway tired and my eye swoll shut They say Jesus coming back well I wish him luck because when He touch down all He gon see is a struggle As I Lay half dead on this concrete  ...

Hook ! yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he wants you to join him Welcome to the world of unemployment the world of no enjoyment - the land of the free and the home of the brave Where the Government puts yo  lights out if you don't want to join them. Sitting up here watching Wonder Years  and I'm- not- getting no younger Got no money in the bank but got plenty to drink Me Estás Tentando! Hook ! yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he wants you to join him Watch out cuz when he comes -he gonna get cha minds ALL based out Straight based out Cuz u THOUGH with him that you could do better Even though this world seems about getting the cheddar If you stay away from him Guarantee yo life uh be betta -Because yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he won't you to join em WHAT!? I said hell ain't no mystery it is ...

I think love is real. REAL love, TRUE love. Don't you? I remember a commercial on tv, a Wendy's (fast food restaurant) commercial and the jingle that played right before it went off was the voice of a couple guys singing:"You'll know when its real." So, what do you think?  -That I'm comparing fast food to real love? WELL... (looking from left to right), maybe. Want to know why? Just picture this in your mind....all of the many and dozens of fast food chains stringing together amd along ALL AROUND THE WORLD shouting,  and screaming out to you: "me, me, oh PLEAAAASE PICK ME!! " Well having said that just think and imagine all of those restaurants being people females and males they're all saying pick me somebody love me! Waaaaaaaaah!  I can vouch and say that for the record, McDonald's is on the "high demand list" and so EVERYBODY and their mothers wants to load up the station wagon and floor it on over to the golden arches. But ...

The Girl Wonders Sometimes she wonder where would she be had she not met a friend at the end of her point when she thought the world was against her? The world can be deceiving This world can be deceiving -because e-ven if u know bettah Its sooner or later the slip up will come You messing up will come and thats "when along comes a spider and the evil ones be waiting. Is she a sheep to the slaughter Would the world murder a daughter -a sister "A sistah? A follower of Christ The minuet she mess up yo Be she back down on her keese 2 repent though? Its how , "soon do we forget, yo?" The minuet in life when she remembers The lessons im life become clearer But now she gotta fight off the terror Of the haters and the flack that they give her Now is SHE strong enough to  forgive them? Or will she be like them and retaliate - n a way that is vicious and malicious as her own enemy? So she wonders.... The girl looks up to the skies and she wan...

Rise b 4 the Fall       April 3rd. 2013 Its a dog eat dog world out there and not too many people seem to care about a square I know why its cuz too many people got the nose up n the air Or they heads up in yhe clouds -SMOKE clouds or da fog The fog of the mind The fog from "the fall" From "the fall" -that did US  ALL n The 1 that led 2 my Jesus paying "THE COST" the "Cost" 2 save the lost Who's straight -HEADED IN2 DISASTER MAYNE Its called the rise before the fall (fall) But den He fell an rose again To put it in Laymen terms Yall looks like the "squares" will WIN N THE END! Update: Picture included in blog on: 02/21/2021

Update: 02-21-2021 Pop, Lock and Mop-it! Is a YouTube video I made several years ago in the bathroom at my old job. I had a good time making this. As you can see, I had a lot of time on my hands at work. 😁 I made plans to make sure my work was done/ would be done before making this video in the womens bathroom. During that time, I was a mall coustudial worker and really enjoied that job. As you can see. 😎 What is the most fun job you've ever had?

Update: 02/21/2021 I don't even want to really talk about this video in depth. I have to type a blurb her in order to get monotized. This video is a few years old and I don't want to talk about the past in regards to this particular video. I will have to make an entire new blog for this probably. Maybe just as I have done now, I can simply come back an add addtional information alongst with this blog. Yes!🥳 that is a good ideal. - I know for you there have been many times in life when coming back to old topics that you are so over can be difficult to talk about. As for me, it is not because I don't want to go back into my past becasue it may bring up some hurt. In this moment (as I breath in only a little) My present state of mind and being is so far apart from that particular moment, I do not want to remove myself from this breathing moment that only the Lord could bring to me. I want to finally take time and enjoy a long awaited for moment in which I was always h...