Elay Understood

https://youtu.be/uiJCDw780U8 Brief Blurb of what this video is about. Okay, my first video in this series is called: Colorism Pt.1 Seeing Myself Inwardly – The Introduction and the definition of colorism. I didn’t know colorism was a thing I didn’t know racism was a thing I didn’t even know that people had different colors Like if there were different shades of skins For example, like black, white, yellow, brown, peach and so on It wasn’t until I got to 2nd grade then I realized that I was black I knew I was black as a race but didn’t know that I was also black as in a so-called secondary race/class of people...(frown face) It wasn’t until my alleged family and I moved out from the “hood” and into the suburbs that I realized that I was black. Not only did I get well informed that I was black. I was deeply informed of exactly what kind of black person I really classified into. In second grade, I learned I was “light-skinned” Instead of le...

Call me anytime is an understatement Cuz when I called u one time U seemed agitated People don't care bout cho feelings, yo Espically when it doesn't FIT in they schedule. Im so miserable So lonely, so I took the time to see a psychologist But it didn't do me no beddah So now im playing Russian Roulette with a stolen gun. Praying hopefully if I time it right the Lord Jesus Christ  SAVES MY SOUL (please save my soul) But I doubt it not Because of the lives of the sinners Are usually the ones people forgot! Update: Photo incerted on 02/21/2021

Shes got kaleidoscope resolution She really think she sees whats going on But she really cant see whats going on She cant even see her hand right in front of her Man the list goes on and on and on My peoples in the struggle put ya handa out If you sick and tired of needing hand outs When you've learned ya lesson in -Maybe the hard way When push gave into shove The battles to ta dealings -and the lessons to ya stories You don't want to calibrate no recalection  That's when you decided to take it into a new direction Cuz in life at one point you got com-fort- able Seeing the world through kaleidoscope glasses. |________ So he got mad that u dissed him But he still be watching ME from a distance He probably wondering whats happening Well if he kep his HEAd Out his ash crack Instead of looking at our invalid situation through them GLasses He could bluntly see there's no more connection WE could NEVAH go back to that old school -when we was kinkin ...

13 hooks.......April 7th 2013 One leg on the trail 13 hooks in me momma always told me this life would be the death of me I'm halfway tired and my eye swoll shut They say Jesus coming back well I wish him luck because when He touch down all He gon see is a struggle As I Lay half dead on this concrete   puddle It's the concrete blood rain The season of un relentless PAIN I remember pastor use to talk about the latter rain He use to hoop and holler talking about Lord You reign over birds ,seas, air, skies Go on He's the best just give Him a try Ain't got a lot of life in me I'm about to die Here comes the rain I see the Candyman hook line sickle and all (I'm bout to die... One leg on the trail 13 hooks in me momma always told me this life would be the death of me I'm halfway tired and my eye swoll shut They say Jesus coming back well I wish him luck because when He touch down all He gon see is a struggle As I Lay half dead on this concrete  ...

Hook ! yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he wants you to join him Welcome to the world of unemployment the world of no enjoyment - the land of the free and the home of the brave Where the Government puts yo  lights out if you don't want to join them. Sitting up here watching Wonder Years  and I'm- not- getting no younger Got no money in the bank but got plenty to drink Me Estás Tentando! Hook ! yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he wants you to join him Watch out cuz when he comes -he gonna get cha minds ALL based out Straight based out Cuz u THOUGH with him that you could do better Even though this world seems about getting the cheddar If you stay away from him Guarantee yo life uh be betta -Because yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he won't you to join em WHAT!? I said hell ain't no mystery it is ...