Elay Understood

The way she made the biscuits made my stomach hurl. The kitchen was dirty, her hair wasn't combed and the girl didn't even have a hair net on. I went to the manager and she looked the same. The same as the one chick serving me. Wall on the clock said it was time to leave but I had to stay despite of everything.  Despite of everything because in a few ticks and a few there was someone coming in to see me. Coming in to see me. Lil ole me. Made me happy and beyond the words of happy but the thing is as my butt sinks slowly into the leather cushion and the taps of the computer keys fill the screen as sweet words collide. Collide as the ice is doing while blending into the warm cola of my thinned out drink. Thinned out drink? Or should I say watered down. Dang, my drink turning flat.  Damn. Watered down like the funky finger waves in that ladies head who's sitting across from me. Dressed in all Purple, over there looking like freaking Barney. Got-damn! Got-daamm! GOT.....wel...

I was listening to the radio one night and a lot of songs came on playing back to back about love, pain, tragedy, loss and it made me wonder what in the world was the radio DJ going through because it was summer time, the weather outside was flawless and all day during his session he just played songs that made you just want to cry. Cry me a river like Justin Timberlake. I didn't even have a boyfriend but I was hovering around at the radio with 12 boxes of tissue crying like I just lost somebody. What I should have done was called out there to the radio station and had that moron play something more uptempo anything up tempo. Like a Disney song that Mary Poppins song or something but I didn't call and I continued  to cry. Yesterday, the day before that ,the weeks before that the radio was wack when he was on it so maybe it was just my insides for- warning me that radio from that point forward was going to continually be stupid and lame. At least on that channel. Bye bye musi...

If I fall in love again That right there gonna be bananas! If I fall in love again Its ginna be unbelievable If I fall in love again, Damn WHEN I fall ♡ in love again... Im hopin its with y♡u. Update: Picture incerted on: 02/21/2021

What am i  going to do now...? it's time to go to lunch and I'm not even hungry !! Oh, what's a girl to do? Now, tell me what's a hungry little girl to do? I brought my crackers, and my freeze-pops mealed. Waaah! (frown face) They melted in the car. I had them in the glove compartment, was hiding them from Charlie and I forgot them. Yeah,I forgot about them. Charlie's gonna be mad with me, yeah Charlie is gonna be upset, because that's his car and not mines. But I will rebuttal and answer with a smart Alix answer by telling him that it was his fault for even letting me borrow the car so I could take my puppy named Choppa-style, to the vets. Which was all indeed true. We arranged that I drop Charlie off to work and I take the car so I could take Choppa-style to the vets. He's got something stuck in his belly and its causing him so much grief. (Frown face) I knew I shouldn't of fed him those extra large, extra grand cupcakes. ....lol its not re...

Call me anytime is an understatement Cuz when I called u one time U seemed agitated People don't care bout cho feelings, yo Espically when it doesn't FIT in they schedule. Im so miserable So lonely, so I took the time to see a psychologist But it didn't do me no beddah So now im playing Russian Roulette with a stolen gun. Praying hopefully if I time it right the Lord Jesus Christ  SAVES MY SOUL (please save my soul) But I doubt it not Because of the lives of the sinners Are usually the ones people forgot! Update: Photo incerted on 02/21/2021

You know, I really think nature is mixed up. It rains like the dickens first five weeks of Spring. It rains and rains and floods the backyards and bascememts of peoples lives.... Then the pretty flowers and grass and cute little bugs and jazz come out in the month if May. Aw_wwwww soo CUTE, how EVERYTHING is, then, bum, buum , Buuuuuum. Oh no the month of June comes soaring in on eagle wings and along comes with it the sun the rays and all of its heatstroke. Blag :( June comes in and singes the entire upper hemisphere if the planet and we all pray for rain.... Totally scratching my head ... -Flippin yaaaawn. (Rolling my Flippin eyeballs) Hey, Mother Nature um like did you get your wires crossed? Or is it I'm the only person on this watery planet to think that Mother Nature should divide up SOME of the rain from the spring time and PORTION some of it for throughout the summer. I'm just saying guys...Lol, big flipping LOL AND HA! HA! HA! I mean like, Hello?! Aren't w...

It  was somethin bout him That I wanted to get to know But everytime we me it. B touch an go It's like the brotha really didn't wanna -let his feelings show And by the time he finally came to it I had already hit the door Its like he saw it in my eyes My fate, my destiny Cuz when I told em I wanna link up He said I proly wouldn't be there And I shook my head and doubted Told em I didnt believe dat And so then n about a few days My a** was audy 3 yeah He Still dont know what he means to me I think about him n the night time Constantly Twisting up ways to see him like Constantine These feelings yo I hav inside Man I can't deny I wanna b wit chu s I bad that im about to cry It  was somethin bout him That I wanted to get to know But everytime we me it. B touch an go It's like the broth really didn't wanna -let his feelings show And by the time he finally came to it I had already hit the door Update: 02/21/2021 Picture incerted

The come up b so fast The "change" come so quickly When the lighting taps yo ash Update: Picture incerted in blog on: 02/21/2021

The Girl Wonders Sometimes she wonder where would she be had she not met a friend at the end of her point when she thought the world was against her? The world can be deceiving This world can be deceiving -because e-ven if u know bettah Its sooner or later the slip up will come You messing up will come and thats "when along comes a spider and the evil ones be waiting. Is she a sheep to the slaughter Would the world murder a daughter -a sister "A sistah? A follower of Christ The minuet she mess up yo Be she back down on her keese 2 repent though? Its how , "soon do we forget, yo?" The minuet in life when she remembers The lessons im life become clearer But now she gotta fight off the terror Of the haters and the flack that they give her Now is SHE strong enough to  forgive them? Or will she be like them and retaliate - n a way that is vicious and malicious as her own enemy? So she wonders.... The girl looks up to the skies and she wan...

Is it a crime if I don't wear the latest fashioins... Is it a crime if I really don't give a flub ABOUT it!!? Is it a crime if I...would really RATHER shop at a re-sale shop. NAAAAAAANNNN!!!!! -NAAAAAAWW!

Hello world, this is the lord..... lol, naw, just playing. -Welcome to my blog. Today is February 2nd 2021 I have incorporated an image to go along with this blog dated (06/25/2012) For some reason, I don't think I ever had a picture go along with this past blog. Now, that I am trying to get my blog page back monitized. Yes, monitized. I was off radar for a while and here we go.