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https://youtu.be/uiJCDw780U8 Brief Blurb of what this video is about. Okay, my first video in this series is called: Colorism Pt.1 Seeing Myself Inwardly – The Introduction and the definition of colorism. I didn’t know colorism was a thing I didn’t know racism was a thing I didn’t even know that people had different colors Like if there were different shades of skins For example, like black, white, yellow, brown, peach and so on It wasn’t until I got to 2nd grade then I realized that I was black I knew I was black as a race but didn’t know that I was also black as in a so-called secondary race/class of people...(frown face) It wasn’t until my alleged family and I moved out from the “hood” and into the suburbs that I realized that I was black. Not only did I get well informed that I was black. I was deeply informed of exactly what kind of black person I really classified into. In second grade, I learned I was “light-skinned” Instead of le...

Elay TV is a platform that offers variety. Yes, I know and am aware that having a "Variety" channel as a platform can and IS challenging. Yes, it is difficult not to have one specific concept to represent my YouTube channel. However, it is a challenge I am willing to take! Nine years in and can't wait to get to ten! I think I may plan a party celebrating my years in the Game of YouTube. I've been at this (YouTube) longer than my first job I got while in High School.  Speaking of goals, wow, it is SURE nice to get that out of my life. What I'm referring to is outdoing my past and shining better in my future. Like I said in the paragraph before, my first job was acquire while in High School. It was the Bridgeport Public Library located in Saginaw MI. I loved that job but things got sour and I had to make a personal decision to leave. 😒📖📗📘My memory serves me right to believe that I held the position as a "Library Page" at the Bridgeport Public Libra...

The way she made the biscuits made my stomach hurl. The kitchen was dirty, her hair wasn't combed and the girl didn't even have a hair net on. I went to the manager and she looked the same. The same as the one chick serving me. Wall on the clock said it was time to leave but I had to stay despite of everything.  Despite of everything because in a few ticks and a few there was someone coming in to see me. Coming in to see me. Lil ole me. Made me happy and beyond the words of happy but the thing is as my butt sinks slowly into the leather cushion and the taps of the computer keys fill the screen as sweet words collide. Collide as the ice is doing while blending into the warm cola of my thinned out drink. Thinned out drink? Or should I say watered down. Dang, my drink turning flat.  Damn. Watered down like the funky finger waves in that ladies head who's sitting across from me. Dressed in all Purple, over there looking like freaking Barney. Got-damn! Got-daamm! GOT.....wel...

If I fall in love again That right there gonna be bananas! If I fall in love again Its ginna be unbelievable If I fall in love again, Damn WHEN I fall ♡ in love again... Im hopin its with y♡u. Update: Picture incerted on: 02/21/2021

What am i  going to do now...? it's time to go to lunch and I'm not even hungry !! Oh, what's a girl to do? Now, tell me what's a hungry little girl to do? I brought my crackers, and my freeze-pops mealed. Waaah! (frown face) They melted in the car. I had them in the glove compartment, was hiding them from Charlie and I forgot them. Yeah,I forgot about them. Charlie's gonna be mad with me, yeah Charlie is gonna be upset, because that's his car and not mines. But I will rebuttal and answer with a smart Alix answer by telling him that it was his fault for even letting me borrow the car so I could take my puppy named Choppa-style, to the vets. Which was all indeed true. We arranged that I drop Charlie off to work and I take the car so I could take Choppa-style to the vets. He's got something stuck in his belly and its causing him so much grief. (Frown face) I knew I shouldn't of fed him those extra large, extra grand cupcakes. ....lol its not re...

Call me anytime is an understatement Cuz when I called u one time U seemed agitated People don't care bout cho feelings, yo Espically when it doesn't FIT in they schedule. Im so miserable So lonely, so I took the time to see a psychologist But it didn't do me no beddah So now im playing Russian Roulette with a stolen gun. Praying hopefully if I time it right the Lord Jesus Christ  SAVES MY SOUL (please save my soul) But I doubt it not Because of the lives of the sinners Are usually the ones people forgot! Update: Photo incerted on 02/21/2021

Shes got kaleidoscope resolution She really think she sees whats going on But she really cant see whats going on She cant even see her hand right in front of her Man the list goes on and on and on My peoples in the struggle put ya handa out If you sick and tired of needing hand outs When you've learned ya lesson in -Maybe the hard way When push gave into shove The battles to ta dealings -and the lessons to ya stories You don't want to calibrate no recalection  That's when you decided to take it into a new direction Cuz in life at one point you got com-fort- able Seeing the world through kaleidoscope glasses. |________ So he got mad that u dissed him But he still be watching ME from a distance He probably wondering whats happening Well if he kep his HEAd Out his ash crack Instead of looking at our invalid situation through them GLasses He could bluntly see there's no more connection WE could NEVAH go back to that old school -when we was kinkin ...

13 hooks.......April 7th 2013 One leg on the trail 13 hooks in me momma always told me this life would be the death of me I'm halfway tired and my eye swoll shut They say Jesus coming back well I wish him luck because when He touch down all He gon see is a struggle As I Lay half dead on this concrete   puddle It's the concrete blood rain The season of un relentless PAIN I remember pastor use to talk about the latter rain He use to hoop and holler talking about Lord You reign over birds ,seas, air, skies Go on He's the best just give Him a try Ain't got a lot of life in me I'm about to die Here comes the rain I see the Candyman hook line sickle and all (I'm bout to die... One leg on the trail 13 hooks in me momma always told me this life would be the death of me I'm halfway tired and my eye swoll shut They say Jesus coming back well I wish him luck because when He touch down all He gon see is a struggle As I Lay half dead on this concrete  ...

Hook ! yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he wants you to join him Welcome to the world of unemployment the world of no enjoyment - the land of the free and the home of the brave Where the Government puts yo  lights out if you don't want to join them. Sitting up here watching Wonder Years  and I'm- not- getting no younger Got no money in the bank but got plenty to drink Me Estás Tentando! Hook ! yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he wants you to join him Watch out cuz when he comes -he gonna get cha minds ALL based out Straight based out Cuz u THOUGH with him that you could do better Even though this world seems about getting the cheddar If you stay away from him Guarantee yo life uh be betta -Because yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he won't you to join em WHAT!? I said hell ain't no mystery it is ...

Take the Take. yo before I take the take can I say goodbye to my son Because when I come back yo my mind gone be gone Baptize in the fire of the one known as Satan My son gone see me as a spook and no longer as a person -He's not going to want to hold my hand nor for me to sing a lullaby Because everytime I look straight in his eyes my son's gonna  see the father of lies He say mama y you do it? ! And I say I did it for the money But not for the love of the cash but for  the love of your smile I can't stay long scratch car spun around the block just one mo time so I can say goodbye And if I'm not done talking to you by the time that he rolls through he going to do to you -what he doing to me and I can't let that happen He cried mom I love you I said the same eyes with tears No turning back now I miss those years when I didn't have to worry when I didn't have to care but that's all erased now the minute I spoke the words "yeah...

The Girl Wonders Sometimes she wonder where would she be had she not met a friend at the end of her point when she thought the world was against her? The world can be deceiving This world can be deceiving -because e-ven if u know bettah Its sooner or later the slip up will come You messing up will come and thats "when along comes a spider and the evil ones be waiting. Is she a sheep to the slaughter Would the world murder a daughter -a sister "A sistah? A follower of Christ The minuet she mess up yo Be she back down on her keese 2 repent though? Its how , "soon do we forget, yo?" The minuet in life when she remembers The lessons im life become clearer But now she gotta fight off the terror Of the haters and the flack that they give her Now is SHE strong enough to  forgive them? Or will she be like them and retaliate - n a way that is vicious and malicious as her own enemy? So she wonders.... The girl looks up to the skies and she wan...

Rise b 4 the Fall       April 3rd. 2013 Its a dog eat dog world out there and not too many people seem to care about a square I know why its cuz too many people got the nose up n the air Or they heads up in yhe clouds -SMOKE clouds or da fog The fog of the mind The fog from "the fall" From "the fall" -that did US  ALL n The 1 that led 2 my Jesus paying "THE COST" the "Cost" 2 save the lost Who's straight -HEADED IN2 DISASTER MAYNE Its called the rise before the fall (fall) But den He fell an rose again To put it in Laymen terms Yall looks like the "squares" will WIN N THE END! Update: Picture included in blog on: 02/21/2021

Is it a crime if I don't wear the latest fashioins... Is it a crime if I really don't give a flub ABOUT it!!? Is it a crime if I...would really RATHER shop at a re-sale shop. NAAAAAAANNNN!!!!! -NAAAAAAWW!