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Take the take


Take the Take.

yo before I take the take can I say goodbye to my son

Because when I come back yo my mind gone be gone

Baptize in the fire of the one known as Satan

My son gone see me as a spook and no longer as a person

-He's not going to want to hold my hand nor for me to sing a lullaby

Because everytime I look straight in his eyes my son's gonna  see the father of lies

He say mama y you do it? !

And I say I did it for the money

But not for the love of the cash but for  the love of your smile

I can't stay long scratch car spun around the block just one mo time so I can say goodbye

And if I'm not done talking to you by the time that he rolls through

he going to do to you

-what he doing to me and I can't let that happen

He cried mom I love you

I said the same eyes with tears

No turning back now

I miss those years when I didn't have to worry

when I didn't have to care

but that's all erased now the minute I spoke the words "yeah"

- yeah yeah yeah yes to the devil

-Ha! I forward my soul

there's no turning back now only one way to roll 

I'm scared as a sinner paying its toll

I'm scared as a convict on death row with no parole

[Bridge]

And now my souls grown cold I'm out of control

That be expected by the devil when you sign your soul

Music playing muscles tensing that music a sneak

Got me want to do things acting like a freak

- I didn't used to be this way

don't know what got into me

Girl put the bottle down

-that's what they SHOUTING to mae

But this money coming faster and I'm diving all IN

I know I'm doing wrong Lord But please forgive me of my sins

Wash me from my iniquities

Don't wanna cause no pain.

I lie awake at night sheets drenched

Cause I'm crying from the strain

cause in this life it's a sin to shows your true self so I hav to conceal my pain

Oh the fact that there's no paradise

no parallel worlds to where I'm going

because at the end of the night

- when night meet fright I'm burning in hell with Roman

Duh duh duh deuces y'all said Ima burn in hell with Roman!

So if you're listening to me ya better take heed because yall DON'T want to be where I'm going

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Written by: Elayunderstood

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