Elay Understood

Elay TV is a platform that offers variety. Yes, I know and am aware that having a "Variety" channel as a platform can and IS challenging. Yes, it is difficult not to have one specific concept to represent my YouTube channel. However, it is a challenge I am willing to take! Nine years in and can't wait to get to ten! I think I may plan a party celebrating my years in the Game of YouTube. I've been at this (YouTube) longer than my first job I got while in High School.  Speaking of goals, wow, it is SURE nice to get that out of my life. What I'm referring to is outdoing my past and shining better in my future. Like I said in the paragraph before, my first job was acquire while in High School. It was the Bridgeport Public Library located in Saginaw MI. I loved that job but things got sour and I had to make a personal decision to leave. 😒📖📗📘My memory serves me right to believe that I held the position as a "Library Page" at the Bridgeport Public Libra...

🌻🌼🌺🏵️ Today is my day and today is my everything. What I mean by that is everyday spans from one moment to the next. To the next moment, from the next moment. The list and the days roll on. There really ISN'T a such thing as days of the week because the day is actually one, ongoing, and continuing day.  🌻🌼🌺🏵️ Yeah, we actually get and have one life. One day means one life. What you do in the day and what you do in the night all compiles to who-you-are. Now, what you are are two different things. Two different entities. 🧝🧙☯️ 🌻🌼🌺🏵️ Now, what you choose us up to you. Just keep in knowing that if your aren't true to yourself then you are majorly doing yourself and those all around you a diservice. Mainly you will be doing yourself a diservice. 📉☑️🥯

The way she made the biscuits made my stomach hurl. The kitchen was dirty, her hair wasn't combed and the girl didn't even have a hair net on. I went to the manager and she looked the same. The same as the one chick serving me. Wall on the clock said it was time to leave but I had to stay despite of everything.  Despite of everything because in a few ticks and a few there was someone coming in to see me. Coming in to see me. Lil ole me. Made me happy and beyond the words of happy but the thing is as my butt sinks slowly into the leather cushion and the taps of the computer keys fill the screen as sweet words collide. Collide as the ice is doing while blending into the warm cola of my thinned out drink. Thinned out drink? Or should I say watered down. Dang, my drink turning flat.  Damn. Watered down like the funky finger waves in that ladies head who's sitting across from me. Dressed in all Purple, over there looking like freaking Barney. Got-damn! Got-daamm! GOT.....wel...

I was listening to the radio one night and a lot of songs came on playing back to back about love, pain, tragedy, loss and it made me wonder what in the world was the radio DJ going through because it was summer time, the weather outside was flawless and all day during his session he just played songs that made you just want to cry. Cry me a river like Justin Timberlake. I didn't even have a boyfriend but I was hovering around at the radio with 12 boxes of tissue crying like I just lost somebody. What I should have done was called out there to the radio station and had that moron play something more uptempo anything up tempo. Like a Disney song that Mary Poppins song or something but I didn't call and I continued  to cry. Yesterday, the day before that ,the weeks before that the radio was wack when he was on it so maybe it was just my insides for- warning me that radio from that point forward was going to continually be stupid and lame. At least on that channel. Bye bye musi...

Call me anytime is an understatement Cuz when I called u one time U seemed agitated People don't care bout cho feelings, yo Espically when it doesn't FIT in they schedule. Im so miserable So lonely, so I took the time to see a psychologist But it didn't do me no beddah So now im playing Russian Roulette with a stolen gun. Praying hopefully if I time it right the Lord Jesus Christ  SAVES MY SOUL (please save my soul) But I doubt it not Because of the lives of the sinners Are usually the ones people forgot! Update: Photo incerted on 02/21/2021

Hook ! yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he wants you to join him Welcome to the world of unemployment the world of no enjoyment - the land of the free and the home of the brave Where the Government puts yo  lights out if you don't want to join them. Sitting up here watching Wonder Years  and I'm- not- getting no younger Got no money in the bank but got plenty to drink Me Estás Tentando! Hook ! yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he wants you to join him Watch out cuz when he comes -he gonna get cha minds ALL based out Straight based out Cuz u THOUGH with him that you could do better Even though this world seems about getting the cheddar If you stay away from him Guarantee yo life uh be betta -Because yo hell ain't no  mystery it is all some misery cause misery loves company and he won't you to join em WHAT!? I said hell ain't no mystery it is ...

Take the Take. yo before I take the take can I say goodbye to my son Because when I come back yo my mind gone be gone Baptize in the fire of the one known as Satan My son gone see me as a spook and no longer as a person -He's not going to want to hold my hand nor for me to sing a lullaby Because everytime I look straight in his eyes my son's gonna  see the father of lies He say mama y you do it? ! And I say I did it for the money But not for the love of the cash but for  the love of your smile I can't stay long scratch car spun around the block just one mo time so I can say goodbye And if I'm not done talking to you by the time that he rolls through he going to do to you -what he doing to me and I can't let that happen He cried mom I love you I said the same eyes with tears No turning back now I miss those years when I didn't have to worry when I didn't have to care but that's all erased now the minute I spoke the words "yeah...

The Girl Wonders Sometimes she wonder where would she be had she not met a friend at the end of her point when she thought the world was against her? The world can be deceiving This world can be deceiving -because e-ven if u know bettah Its sooner or later the slip up will come You messing up will come and thats "when along comes a spider and the evil ones be waiting. Is she a sheep to the slaughter Would the world murder a daughter -a sister "A sistah? A follower of Christ The minuet she mess up yo Be she back down on her keese 2 repent though? Its how , "soon do we forget, yo?" The minuet in life when she remembers The lessons im life become clearer But now she gotta fight off the terror Of the haters and the flack that they give her Now is SHE strong enough to  forgive them? Or will she be like them and retaliate - n a way that is vicious and malicious as her own enemy? So she wonders.... The girl looks up to the skies and she wan...

Rise b 4 the Fall       April 3rd. 2013 Its a dog eat dog world out there and not too many people seem to care about a square I know why its cuz too many people got the nose up n the air Or they heads up in yhe clouds -SMOKE clouds or da fog The fog of the mind The fog from "the fall" From "the fall" -that did US  ALL n The 1 that led 2 my Jesus paying "THE COST" the "Cost" 2 save the lost Who's straight -HEADED IN2 DISASTER MAYNE Its called the rise before the fall (fall) But den He fell an rose again To put it in Laymen terms Yall looks like the "squares" will WIN N THE END! Update: Picture included in blog on: 02/21/2021

Hello world, this is the lord..... lol, naw, just playing. -Welcome to my blog. Today is February 2nd 2021 I have incorporated an image to go along with this blog dated (06/25/2012) For some reason, I don't think I ever had a picture go along with this past blog. Now, that I am trying to get my blog page back monitized. Yes, monitized. I was off radar for a while and here we go.