Elay Understood

Call me anytime is an understatement Cuz when I called u one time U seemed agitated People don't care bout cho feelings, yo Espically when it doesn't FIT in they schedule. Im so miserable So lonely, so I took the time to see a psychologist But it didn't do me no beddah So now im playing Russian Roulette with a stolen gun. Praying hopefully if I time it right the Lord Jesus Christ  SAVES MY SOUL (please save my soul) But I doubt it not Because of the lives of the sinners Are usually the ones people forgot! Update: Photo incerted on 02/21/2021

Take the Take. yo before I take the take can I say goodbye to my son Because when I come back yo my mind gone be gone Baptize in the fire of the one known as Satan My son gone see me as a spook and no longer as a person -He's not going to want to hold my hand nor for me to sing a lullaby Because everytime I look straight in his eyes my son's gonna  see the father of lies He say mama y you do it? ! And I say I did it for the money But not for the love of the cash but for  the love of your smile I can't stay long scratch car spun around the block just one mo time so I can say goodbye And if I'm not done talking to you by the time that he rolls through he going to do to you -what he doing to me and I can't let that happen He cried mom I love you I said the same eyes with tears No turning back now I miss those years when I didn't have to worry when I didn't have to care but that's all erased now the minute I spoke the words "yeah...